Barriers and Professionalism?

I can see the light at the end of the tunnel! To be honest though the placement went by a lot faster than I thought. I can't really complain about the length of it as I'm only in 3 days/week. Obviously knowing that the placement is coming to an end and going back home for holiday is getting near - my mood has definitely been a lot better. Plus the weather is an added bonus. Finally summer is here...hopefully it'll last for more than 1 week.

Had a pretty straight forward short week (in for 2.5 days). Not much really happened, but I was placed with GPs who were more keen to get me involved and doing stuff, which was good. Did ONE (wowwww) consultation on an "unwell" child who was more miserable than anything. It was a fairly straight forward case as the child had a general viral illness and just needed a lot of TLC. I did get to go out with a district nurse which was good as it got me out from the practice. Visited 5 patients and went to their homes. Personally I still find it a bit uncomfortable to be in other peoples' homes. Maybe it's the way I was brought up or culture difference, but I feel very intrusive when going to someone's home and sitting down and making myself comfortable.

The nurse took me to an elderly couple's home who she knew quite well as she visits them almost every week for monitoring. The couple were immigrants and seemed to be quite private and quiet. Obviously noticing that when first meeting them, I instantly felt a bit hesitant entering their home as a complete stranger and at the end of the day - I am just a medical student. Seeing how they are, I obviously waited for them to ask me to sit down before making myself comfortable, but what really surprised me was the nurse's behaviour. I guess since she has known them much longer, she didn't feel the need to be more professional. As I sat down, the nurse was already walking towards the kitchen and asking at the same time to turn on the kettle to make herself a cup of coffee. It was obvious that it was rhetorical question as she was already halfway to the kitchen. She did also ask me if I wanted tea/coffee but I politely refused. I was very confused by this as the nurse was happily making herself at home, using the couple's kitchen and coffee/tea supplies, etc. I personally found it a bit rude, but then again I don't know how well she knows the couple. I would never use a patient's facilities and no matter how well I know them, I would never make myself comfortable in their home. I feel like it's just a professionalism thing more than anything else. At the end of the day, they are my patients and I need to treat them as patients to maintain the professional doctor-patient relationship...or in this case nurse-patient relationship. I guess in general nurses are a lot better with maintaining good relationships with patients and come across much more empathetic and kind. Not only did I feel very uncomfortable in the patient's home, the nurse was taking her sweet time to make herself comfortable and making her coffee, leaving me alone with the couple. It was nice talking to them, but at the end of the day - we were there to go over their blood-sugar diaries and just seeing how they are doing. What could be done very quickly...ended up being a fairly long ordeal (about 30-45 minutes). I don't like to make things take longer than they do. I do understand these are house-bound couples, but I feel like by taking so long to do a job may be interrupting their day. As an outsider - I want to make my visit as quick as possible so they can return to their activities. So again the whole making yourself comfortable in someone else's home was puzzling. Even better, the nurse went to use the couple's bathroom...which again made me raise an eyebrow. If I needed to use the toilet, I would've went before the visit, or hold it and go somewhere else to use the facilities.

If we flipped it around and a nurse/worker or whatever had to come to my home once a week to do some checks...I personally wouldn't want this person to make themselves comfortable in my home. Maybe I'm just a private person or how I have been brought up. I don't mind friends/people who I know well to come over and make themselves at home, but when professionals/workers come...I wouldn't be as comfortable with them making themselves at home. I see them as someone who is here to do a job - not to socialize and I wouldn't expect/want them to break down that barrier of professionalism.

Just found it a bit interesting and wanted to share that experience.

Long day - On-call.

So it is week 2 of my paediatric placement. Now I'm getting to know the doctors on the ward much better and they seem more keen to teach us. Even if they see something vaguely interesting, he or she will come and tell us to take a look. I was on-call on Wednesday and what a long day. Got in at 8:45am and didn't get home until 10pm. I was intending to leave at 8pm as I do have to drive back home as I do not stay in the hospital accommodation.  Day started off with a ward round (usual). Saw a few interesting patients, but nothing really out of the ordinary. Managed to see a Stevens-Johnson Syndrome. To be honest...it looks pretty horrible. Essentially Stevens Johnson is where you get really red eyes and blisters all around your mouth and oral mucosa. You can also get blisters elsewhere in your body...including your genitalia........yeah. Anyways it doesn't look pleasant and obviously the patient was in quite a bit of discomfort as he could not really eat any solid food. Then went to clinic after lunch where we saw pretty general stuff. Ear infections, constipation, diarrhoea, etc. Got to play with a few of the kids that came in/working on my "playing with children" skill.

I don't have any younger siblings so I personally am not really used to playing with young children. I am still quite apprehensive about playing with kids as I don't really know what to do with them. I mean I think I'm good at making faces as so far I have been able to make the kids laugh by making faces. In terms of toys....I try and just pick up whatever  I see and hand it to them...which they quickly put to the side/throw it to the side. Had a few quizzical looks from babies...which is quite adorable...and pretty funny. Sometimes they just look so confused even you get confused yourself! So clinic lasted for about 3 hours and I did get my bum grilled to a burnt toast by the consultant. Non-stop questions. I asked my consultant a question and he proceeded to ask my question back to me! I'm sure I gave him several blank looks. I'm alright with being put on the spot to answer questions, but it still gets my heart rate up. Luckily the consultant is very relaxed and nice so I knew he only asked to help me learn instead of trying to make me feel dumb....not like any consultant would have that sort of intention (sarcasm). Nice thing about being quizzed is that you do remember things much better. I did learn quite a few things.

Then the ward went dead. There was nothing to do. I literally was wandering around in circles looking for patients to talk to or something to do, but most of the patients I saw in the morning have been discharged. I sat around at the nurse's/doctor's station and swiveled in my chair. Then my registrar who is on-call with me...started getting several bleeps. Literally 5 patients walked in at the same time right after dinner. So I got to work clerking the patients in and helping the registrar out with some stuff. Did learn how to take blood from a baby. A pretty pain-staking process. You essentially prick the heel of the baby with a device and you let the blood drip out and catch it in the bottle....you can imagine this can take awhile depending on how fast the blood drips out/how cooperative the baby is.

As earlier stated...I was planning to leave at 8pm, but because suddenly all the patients decided to show up at the same time...I ended up getting held back. I didn't want to leave midway through clerking so I told myself I can leave after clerking and presenting the cases to the registrar. At around 9pm I was finally finished and made my way home. Got home...showered...and then passed out on my bed. And up again next day for 9am. As you can guess....I had a lot of difficulty waking up. Plus the prospect of needing to drive for about an hour was not helping. Either way....thankfully this week kind of picked up and I am starting to get much more teaching from the doctors and I'm starting to get along with the doctors. Starting to feel like I'm a part of the team. It's a nice feeling.

Clinical Specialty Placements

So tomorrow I will be starting clinical specialty placements. I will be on Paediatrics for 6 weeks. I am kind of nervous for it as I don't know what to expect. I was placed in Paediatric Surgery in first year (which by the way is still my most memorable and fun time I have had on placement), but  I was only on the attachment for 1 week. I'm pretty sure it'll be a completely different ball game as obviously the consultants will expect much more knowledge. I have been placed in a peripheral hospital so hello to 1 hour drives each way. Should be interesting...hopefully the weather holds up to make my drive less stressful.

To best honest, I am alright with kids. I don't LOVE kids so I'm not uber excited to be surrounded by them. But who knows, in first year I was really inspired by my first attachment and saw some really interesting things. At one point I was thinking about maybe even specializing in Paediatric Surgery. Hopefully this will be a good experience and I will be able to learn loads as the hospital is much smaller so the doctors will have more time to teach.

9 am introductory lectures tomorrow until 4pm, then on Tuesday I'll be going to the peripheral hospital. Really hoping this will be a good attachment. More updates will come in the week!