A Memorable Year.

1 year ago today, I was thankful and nervous at the same time. Last year's exam was probably the largest hurdle of my degree. I didn't do as well as I had hoped in my exam, but still managed to pass. I was incredibly thankful to be able to pass as many of my friends had failed the exam. Some of which had to repeat the year. I made a promise to myself that the year 2012 will be my comeback year. I was determined to start on the right foot and to never make the same mistakes again.

This year zoomed by. I believe I made leaps and bounds in terms of knowledge and self-confidence whilst on the wards and in clinics. I still got to give lots of credit to my placement in Orthopaedics. I cannot be more thankful to my supervisor. Even my friends have noticed that after my Orthopaedics placement, I was a different medical student. I was no longer afraid to speak up. I was no longer afraid to participate and be proactive. I realized that if you don't ask, you will never know what will happen. The worst answer you can get when asking something is "No". What is there to lose...other than a hurt ego. So one tip for all of you is to be confident. Don't be afraid to ask for help. Again, the worst someone can say is "No". If the answer is "no", just shrug and move on and don't take it personally.

As you move through the degree, Medicine slowly dominates your life and you really got to make an effort to have a social life. As the months pass and you have some free time to reflect, you realize your friends start to drift away and it may get a bit lonely at times. Medicine needs a lot of dedication, but I cannot emphasize enough how important it is to relax and take some time out. Giving yourself a break does not necessarily mean you have to go take a vacation. Taking a break is different for everyone. It may involve going to do something you enjoy or meeting up with friends, or even just spending some time at home to relax and watch TV.  I didn't realize how important it is to take a break until this year when I have finally experienced a whole year of clinical placements, one after another. Work - Life balance. I know many people in my year who are taking a year out to do a BMedSci next year, not because they want to do research, but because they have burnt out.

To top off my memorable year, just earlier today I received confirmation that I have been accepted to present a my research poster at a national conference. Really unexpected as it's quite competitive, so I'm absolutely chuffed. What a way to finish up the year!

In general, I have made many new friends, matured as a person, and gained valuable skills for the future - I think this has probably been one of my most memorable year of my medical degree. Despite the many ups and downs throughout the year, looking back - overall it has been a very good year.

Got to thank those who have made my year so memorable and those who made my experiences so much better. Cheers to 2012, bring on 2013!

Happy New Year!

Empathy.

Empathy is probably one of the most popular answers to medical interview questions such as "skills required to be a doctor." Empathy is essentially the skill to be able to feel another person's feelings. To be entirely honest...it seems like it is a skill that you LOSE, not gain as your career progresses. As a medical student, I treat the patients with a lot of respect and take the time to listen to them and try to empathize and sympathize with them. It is definitely not an easy task. There are countless amount of times where I found myself fake sympathizing/empathizing with patients as I sometimes find it very difficult to place myself in his or her shoes. And some of you may think why you "lose" your empathy skill as you progress through your career. Obviously this is a generalization and there are definitely lots of consultants out there who are really good at empathizing with patients; however, there are some where you start questioning their bedside manners.

I really don't blame the consultants for not empathizing with patients. After doing your job for 30-something years, you might not be as interested in it as you were 30 years ago. Some consultants have extremely busy schedules and it is a shame they don't take the time to empathize with patients. With an aging population, we now see a lot of elderly patients on the wards with chronic conditions. These patients might be in for their 10th surgery on their hip, for example. Sometimes it is unfortunate that surgeons/doctors don't acknowledge these things. Yeah you need to fix a patient's hip, but after having so many surgeries, it is obviously going to affect the patient psychologically and socially. I know there are some doctors who believe in holistic medicine. These doctors would tend to all the needs of the patient: psychological, physical, and social. I feel like the patients who have these sort of doctors feel like they are cared for and sometimes I guess it is pretty frustrating to be tossed between 5 different teams in a hospital as consultants won't know you as well.

Then we start to asking the question: are doctors too specialized? I mean just under orthopaedics, we've got consultants who specialize in only hip replacements, or hand surgery, etc. With such specialized doctors, we start to realize that these doctors start to lose knowledge about other systems in the body. In hospital for hip replacement but have a breathing problem so the orthopod has to refer you to the respiratory team. Are we becoming too one dimensional? It's definitely a tough argument. By having such specialized doctors/surgeons, we get people who are excellent at their field. If we have a bunch of doctors who knows a bit of everything...well we get doctors who are just good at everything and not excellent in anything. It's a tough argument, but to be honest, I would much prefer having a very specialized doctor as I would know for sure that he or she is fantastic at treating a certain condition or performing certain surgical procedures. If my life is at risks...I would obviously want the best and only the best.

Hmm...think I got a bit off topic there. Anyways empathy. It is a shame that some doctors lose this skill and overlook a patient's social/psychological well-being. But like I said earlier...I really don't blame them. I hope I will still be good at empathizing with patients 30 years down the line, but I know it will be something I will have to keep reminding myself to do. What's the point of being rude to patients? You gain nothing. Might as well be nice and listen to them and make their stay at the hospital better. Easy to say...hard to do.

Summary of my 5 weeks at Medical School

Sorry for the long wait!

First I want to say good luck to all the 2010 medical applicants! Hopefully you'll be hearing from your universities soon!

So far medical school has been A LOT better than I thought it would be. I always hear that medical school is EXTREMELY busy and tough. I cannot confirm the tough bit...yet, but so far the work load has been pretty moderate. I have seem to already enjoy Surface Anatomy lectures and practical activities in the dissection room. I always get excited when I see either of these on my timetable. At the moment I have seem to found a new enemy: Biochemistry and Histology. Biochemistry because I felt like we went through it way too fast but I think we are going back to it later in the year to study it in more detail. I was told that the first eight weeks are still like module introduction, where we cover almost everything that we will be doing this year. Not too fond of histology, not because it is hard or anything, but this is where we have to do online practicals at home. I have been finding them quite annoying as it is quite a challenge to find the answers to the questions. Plus it takes a really long time to complete like what...ten questions? We are allotted two hours to do the histology practical so that kind of gives you an idea why I find histology slightly annoying.

Social wise I am loving it! I am glad I have made lots of friends who are very nice. We hang pretty often and we usually go have lunch in the union or something after our morning lectures. So far I have went to all the medic socials:

Freshers Foam Party
Medics Fancy Dress Pub Crawl

Yes there has only been two events for us medics BUT the two events were AMAZING. The MedSoc really put a lot of effort into these events to make sure we all have loads of fun. Plus who does not like a nice discount at the bars during these events. From time to time I do go out with some of my friends at night to go sit at a bar and play some games. Pretty fun. Great bonding time too.

So far I have learned to keep up with your lecture notes and do your recommended reading (especially before practicals such as dissection)!!! Every week I would type up all my handwritten notes and merge them with the lecture powerpoint that is always posted up on our med school website. I guess I just want to do these notes for the future as when it comes exam time I don't want to be trying to remember stuff I did in September. But yes do your recommended reading so you don't get lost! Feel really dumb at dissection when you don't even know what topic you're learning about for the day...so avoid it by reading!

I shall end this post as it is getting long...and boring...but I will try to update more often. Maybe sneak in a interview tips post...which I should have done quite awhile ago.