This placement went by QUICK! I think it was the fact that the placement wasn't too bad and that I was quite busy doing my other work - time has just flown by. To be honest, I haven't seen too many exciting things as I had hoped to have seen. There's always a lot of misconceptions about each specialty and I think psychiatry is no different. Before I started the placement I was a bit unsure what to expect. I was a bit scared as on our first day we were each given a personal "alarm" which we would put on our belt loops. In addition to those alarms, when we entered the ward, we got another alarm which has tracking on it as well. You can't help but think that psychiatry might not be the safest specialty. We were also taught a lot about risk assessment when interviewing a patient. I remember we got a tutorial on where to sit and what to look out for in a room. We were told to always look out for objects that can be easily thrown and to sit near the door but not with our backs towards the door so if we need to escape we can just go out without turning around.
Okay yes, there are some "dangerous" patients who are known to be quite aggressive, but I never really felt "in danger" while on the wards or in clinic. I guess the only time I felt a bit "iffy" was today in clinic. The final patient I saw on my psychiatry attachment is known to have a very short temper and when he snaps - he snaps in a big way (throw objects, get violent, etc.). As the consultation went on, I could tell the patient was starting to get agitated and worst bit - I was sat furthest from the door and the patient was sat between the door and I (so much for remembering about risk assessment). To be honest - the clinic room wasn't appropriately arranged so there wasn't much one could do other than hope for the best. The consultation came to an end and for no reason the patient just "lost it". He lashed out but thankfully he didn't throw anything and instead stormed out the door and slammed it with a considerable amount of force. You could actually hear him leave the clinic as he was slamming every door along the way. I expected it to happen but it wasn't a nice situation to be caught in knowing there isn't really anywhere to go other than curling up into a ball.
Other than that incident - all the patients I have seen are all quite "alright". Despite some having a history of violence/aggression, these patients all seemed fairly cooperative. We are told of the ones who we shouldn't go speak to as they aren't cooperative but the "okay" ones are fairly normal. Of my 6 weeks in psychiatry, there hasn't been any major incidences. I'm sure more incidences/violence occur in A&E than in psychiatry. I think the one thing about psychiatry is the need for patience. Some of the patients are great historians...some are terrible and will not admit to anything/are not cooperative. With new patients - the clerking can take up to 1 hour and most of these inpatients don't have the patience to speak to you for an hour. I personally don't even have the patience to ask questions for an hour/listen to their history for an hour. I find it very time consuming. The number of times I have nearly fallen asleep during a consultation has been ridiculous. I drift off not because it is boring, but it's the fact that sitting and listening to a history for an hour is very difficult. Again with this attachment, there wasn't much I could do other than observe, but the good thing I had over GP was that when in the hospital - I can actually wander around and am not constrained to one building/area. Psychiatry is definitely different and I have definitely learned a lot since it is a new topic. I'm fairly certain it isn't something I can do, but it is quite interesting as you see a range of people and personalities.
Unfortunately I don't really get a break between this placement and the next other than a 3 day weekend. My next placement will be in Care of Old People - specifically Orthogeriatrics. Talk about luck. I'm actually really looking forward to it as I'll get to see and deal with something I'm interested in and maybe I can sneak off and see a few surgeries as well. I also know the team in the department - so I don't need to endure the whole awkward introduction/getting used to the ward/staff. It will be a short placement but I think it will be one that will pick my motivation back up and get me going again just in time for exams. Eek!
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Wednesday, October 10, 2012
Psychiatry - Final Week
Thursday, May 31, 2012
What a Day.
So like I said in my last post, my placement is coming to an end and because my supervisor is really good with slowly giving me more responsibilities as the weeks go by, this week has been a lot of fun. My last placement, Obs and Gynae, could easily be the highlight of my medical school in terms of all-round great placement. Yesterday could have EASILY been the highlight day of my degree so far and by the looks of it - this placement will probably become the best placement of my degree.
Anyways yesterday was theatre day and was expecting to have 3 patients on the theatre list but I was actually disappointed in the morning to find out that one of the patients were cancelled so we only had two patients on the list. It was also going to be my last orthopaedic theatre list for this placement so I was a bit bummed out that we were most likely going to finish early. First patient was a simple straight forward one man job so I didn't scrub in and just observed. Afterwards we had a good break prior to the next and final patient for the day. Had some good banter with my supervisor and then I went to go see the patient in the anaesthetic room. It was a bit weird as the anaesthetist had quite a bit of difficulty putting in an epidural and other things just weren't going right/straight forward. The anaesthetist and I had a bit of a chat and we agreed that we have a feeling this surgery is going to be FAR from straightforward. Anyways after the patient was put to sleep my supervisor came in and told me that I will be scrubbing in and will be a first assistant. My eyes lit up. Last few weeks, I was scrubbed in, but I was more of an observer who did a bit of suction here and there, but nothing really special/that helpful.
Brief summary of patient: 1st stage revision of total hip replacement. Reason: Infection
11.10 - first incision made
I am still a bit new to orthopaedic surgery, but I have seen a few now and I knew immediately that something wasn't right. Immediately after the first incision, the patient was bleeding a lot more than usual. As we went deeper, it was obvious that the bleeding is only going to get worse and by the time we got to the muscle layers...it was like the flood gates were opened. The patient was bleeding from all sides of the opening and it was difficult to find where the bleeding is coming from. I tried my best to keep up with the suction so we can identify where the bleed is coming from, but we couldn't find a specific source. At least we knew it wasn't an artery as the blood is darker in colour. Anyways it was just a big mess in there and slowly it became obvious that this surgery is going to take a lot longer than predicted. The anaesthetist was struggling to keep the patient's stats normal and eventually had to call in for blood. We took a break during the surgery to try and get the patient to clot by packing the wound with swabs and putting pressure. After a bit, we hoped the swabs did the trick and started removing the swabs (which also gave the anaesthetist time to catch up with the fluids) and 5 seconds after removing the swabs...the blood just came pouring out.
12.30 - removing the femoral stem component
This wasn't too hard and everything came out very easily as the bone was dead and very weak. The cement and the component came out without much difficulty...luckily. Then we had to remove the acetabular cup which proved very challenging...to the point we had to get creative. Anyways after a lot of creativity and trial and error we did get the cup out. Again the bleeding was still really bad and it was so hard to keep up with the suction and to keep the view clear. There were times where we were sloshing around blindly trying to feel for the anatomy instead of visualizing as it was far too difficult. At this point I was starting to lose track of time as I was completely focused on my job of suctioning and holding tissue out of the way, etc. As time went I could tell we were taking awhile as my feet were starting to hurt. My hands were starting to cramp up due to the gloves. My back was starting to stiffen up. Oh and I had to use the toilet...but guess what: too bad.
14.30 - making antibiotic cement beads
Essentially we leave these beads inside the patient to allow the antibiotics to work and to kill off the infection in the local area. After the patient has healed from this surgery...these beads will be taken out in the 2nd stage revision and a new joint would be put in.
14.50 - patient starting to really deteriorate
While we are operating...it is difficult to hear what is going on outside of the operating area as we are in a "tent" area with plastic walls, but you could hear the anaesthetist making a lot of calls for extra help. People were starting to come in and you know something isn't right.
15.00 - closing up the wound
We started closing up the wound and then I heard my supervisor tell the scrub nurse: "vicryl to the student as well please". I was a bit confused as to why my supervisor and I both each had sutures as usually only one person would close up while the other person uses the scissors to cut the stitch (which is usually my job). My supervisor told me to start on the bottom end of the wound and he went off and started closing up the top portion of the wound. Last time I sutured, my supervisor watched me and guided me. This being my 3rd (?) time suturing on a real person...no one is watching. Worst bit: I was also shaking like a leaf. No I wasn't nervous/scared...it was because the last time I ate was at 8.00am and was obviously starving. Anyways managed to close up the bottom of the wound and then proceeded to help my supervisor with cutting and pushing the skin closer together so he can close up properly. Other than the shaking...I didn't struggled with the knots or anything. It actually went fine and my supervisor said my sutures looked fine as well. Proud moment. Thank goodness for masks as I was probably smiling like an idiot.
15.30 - put dressing on the wound (which was leaking out with blood still) and clean up
As we took down the drapes and everything you really notice that the patient isn't doing well as hiding in the back were 4 other people helping the anaesthetist and the floor was covered with empty blood bags. At one point the patient's haemoglobin count dropped to 6 (normal is 12). Apparently the patient had no clotting factors as well and we suspected the patient had DIC (disseminated intravascular coagulation) as the patient was bleeding from the cannula sites and from her nose. By the end of surgery it was calculated that the patient had lost up to 10 litres of blood. Normal human has about 5 litres of blood. It wasn't good and the patient was obviously in a critical state. There was a student nurse watching the surgery so I went over to go talk to her. She initially thought I was also a surgeon and hadn't realized I was a medical student. I was a bit shocked as I thought it would be obvious as I'm the "clumsy" medical student that probably looked lost and clueless during the surgery. The student nurse quickly disagreed and said that she was amazed how it looked like I knew what I was doing and what needed to be done. She thought I was constantly on the same page with the consultant and I didn't need much direction. It was weird hearing that as I always though I looked like a clueless idiot when scrubbed in. Even the other theatre staff gave me a pat on the back and told me I did a good job. Definitely put a huge smile on my face and the surgery felt good. I really enjoyed it and it was exciting. The surgery was also definitely challenging so it was an interesting case for me.
Anyways first time being a first assistant for orthopaedic surgery and a good way to end my last theatre list for this placement. The patient ended up getting transferred to ICU, but she managed to recover so all was good. Definitely a very tiring day. By the time I got home it was around 1800 and I still had not eaten, but guess what...it was fine and I think it is something I have to get used to. My supervisor also hadn't eaten as well and he doesn't complain as I'm sure skipping lunch is a usual thing for him. What a day.
Anyways yesterday was theatre day and was expecting to have 3 patients on the theatre list but I was actually disappointed in the morning to find out that one of the patients were cancelled so we only had two patients on the list. It was also going to be my last orthopaedic theatre list for this placement so I was a bit bummed out that we were most likely going to finish early. First patient was a simple straight forward one man job so I didn't scrub in and just observed. Afterwards we had a good break prior to the next and final patient for the day. Had some good banter with my supervisor and then I went to go see the patient in the anaesthetic room. It was a bit weird as the anaesthetist had quite a bit of difficulty putting in an epidural and other things just weren't going right/straight forward. The anaesthetist and I had a bit of a chat and we agreed that we have a feeling this surgery is going to be FAR from straightforward. Anyways after the patient was put to sleep my supervisor came in and told me that I will be scrubbing in and will be a first assistant. My eyes lit up. Last few weeks, I was scrubbed in, but I was more of an observer who did a bit of suction here and there, but nothing really special/that helpful.
Brief summary of patient: 1st stage revision of total hip replacement. Reason: Infection
11.10 - first incision made
I am still a bit new to orthopaedic surgery, but I have seen a few now and I knew immediately that something wasn't right. Immediately after the first incision, the patient was bleeding a lot more than usual. As we went deeper, it was obvious that the bleeding is only going to get worse and by the time we got to the muscle layers...it was like the flood gates were opened. The patient was bleeding from all sides of the opening and it was difficult to find where the bleeding is coming from. I tried my best to keep up with the suction so we can identify where the bleed is coming from, but we couldn't find a specific source. At least we knew it wasn't an artery as the blood is darker in colour. Anyways it was just a big mess in there and slowly it became obvious that this surgery is going to take a lot longer than predicted. The anaesthetist was struggling to keep the patient's stats normal and eventually had to call in for blood. We took a break during the surgery to try and get the patient to clot by packing the wound with swabs and putting pressure. After a bit, we hoped the swabs did the trick and started removing the swabs (which also gave the anaesthetist time to catch up with the fluids) and 5 seconds after removing the swabs...the blood just came pouring out.
12.30 - removing the femoral stem component
This wasn't too hard and everything came out very easily as the bone was dead and very weak. The cement and the component came out without much difficulty...luckily. Then we had to remove the acetabular cup which proved very challenging...to the point we had to get creative. Anyways after a lot of creativity and trial and error we did get the cup out. Again the bleeding was still really bad and it was so hard to keep up with the suction and to keep the view clear. There were times where we were sloshing around blindly trying to feel for the anatomy instead of visualizing as it was far too difficult. At this point I was starting to lose track of time as I was completely focused on my job of suctioning and holding tissue out of the way, etc. As time went I could tell we were taking awhile as my feet were starting to hurt. My hands were starting to cramp up due to the gloves. My back was starting to stiffen up. Oh and I had to use the toilet...but guess what: too bad.
14.30 - making antibiotic cement beads
Essentially we leave these beads inside the patient to allow the antibiotics to work and to kill off the infection in the local area. After the patient has healed from this surgery...these beads will be taken out in the 2nd stage revision and a new joint would be put in.
14.50 - patient starting to really deteriorate
While we are operating...it is difficult to hear what is going on outside of the operating area as we are in a "tent" area with plastic walls, but you could hear the anaesthetist making a lot of calls for extra help. People were starting to come in and you know something isn't right.
15.00 - closing up the wound
We started closing up the wound and then I heard my supervisor tell the scrub nurse: "vicryl to the student as well please". I was a bit confused as to why my supervisor and I both each had sutures as usually only one person would close up while the other person uses the scissors to cut the stitch (which is usually my job). My supervisor told me to start on the bottom end of the wound and he went off and started closing up the top portion of the wound. Last time I sutured, my supervisor watched me and guided me. This being my 3rd (?) time suturing on a real person...no one is watching. Worst bit: I was also shaking like a leaf. No I wasn't nervous/scared...it was because the last time I ate was at 8.00am and was obviously starving. Anyways managed to close up the bottom of the wound and then proceeded to help my supervisor with cutting and pushing the skin closer together so he can close up properly. Other than the shaking...I didn't struggled with the knots or anything. It actually went fine and my supervisor said my sutures looked fine as well. Proud moment. Thank goodness for masks as I was probably smiling like an idiot.
15.30 - put dressing on the wound (which was leaking out with blood still) and clean up
As we took down the drapes and everything you really notice that the patient isn't doing well as hiding in the back were 4 other people helping the anaesthetist and the floor was covered with empty blood bags. At one point the patient's haemoglobin count dropped to 6 (normal is 12). Apparently the patient had no clotting factors as well and we suspected the patient had DIC (disseminated intravascular coagulation) as the patient was bleeding from the cannula sites and from her nose. By the end of surgery it was calculated that the patient had lost up to 10 litres of blood. Normal human has about 5 litres of blood. It wasn't good and the patient was obviously in a critical state. There was a student nurse watching the surgery so I went over to go talk to her. She initially thought I was also a surgeon and hadn't realized I was a medical student. I was a bit shocked as I thought it would be obvious as I'm the "clumsy" medical student that probably looked lost and clueless during the surgery. The student nurse quickly disagreed and said that she was amazed how it looked like I knew what I was doing and what needed to be done. She thought I was constantly on the same page with the consultant and I didn't need much direction. It was weird hearing that as I always though I looked like a clueless idiot when scrubbed in. Even the other theatre staff gave me a pat on the back and told me I did a good job. Definitely put a huge smile on my face and the surgery felt good. I really enjoyed it and it was exciting. The surgery was also definitely challenging so it was an interesting case for me.
Anyways first time being a first assistant for orthopaedic surgery and a good way to end my last theatre list for this placement. The patient ended up getting transferred to ICU, but she managed to recover so all was good. Definitely a very tiring day. By the time I got home it was around 1800 and I still had not eaten, but guess what...it was fine and I think it is something I have to get used to. My supervisor also hadn't eaten as well and he doesn't complain as I'm sure skipping lunch is a usual thing for him. What a day.
Sunday, January 15, 2012
Paediatrics - Week 1
Wow this week was LONG. First started the week with a whole day of introductory lectures from 9-5. Then on Tuesday it was the start of our placement and the start of long drives early in the morning. Got to the peripheral hospital and the minute I stepped into the Children's Unit, I knew something wasn't right. In first year I had a placement in Paediatrics and you could hear children screaming/crying from outside in the hallway. This time...it was dead quiet. There were no doctors to be seen. We met in the doctor's room and soon all the doctors arrived and did a handover. The reason for the quietness of the ward? We only had 3 patients on the ward and another patient was coming in later in the day. I mean the doctors are all really nice though. All of them are also really keen in teaching as well. They did mention that the lack of patients is common so we do have to be proactive.
We are expected to do 7 on-calls in our entire attachment (7 weeks). So it would make out to be 1 on-call per week. I did my on-call on Friday which meant I was in from 9am-10pm. What a long day. However, I managed to clerk in several patients and I was definitely learning. Also in the middle of the week I got to do baby checks. This is where the doctor would check over a newborn baby making sure he/she is healthy and ready to go home. Some of the babies were so cute; however, after all the baby checks, I feared crying babies. Every time I hear a baby cry, I flinch a bit. Also the funny bit is that almost every baby we checked, the baby decided to leave a present for us in his/her nappy. Lovely. Guess that's what you get in paediatrics. Cute babies and stinky diapers.
Paediatrics is definitely interesting, but the lack of patients in our hospital is really taking a toll on me as I do find myself standing around doing nothing. I also find myself getting bored quite often. Unfortunately there isn't much to talk about for this week. It has been overall quite dull. Not a lot of banter either on the ward. Guess not every placement will be fun. Hopefully next up will pick up. I mean at least I'm starting to get to know the doctors quite well and they are very welcoming. 6 more weeks. Yay....
We are expected to do 7 on-calls in our entire attachment (7 weeks). So it would make out to be 1 on-call per week. I did my on-call on Friday which meant I was in from 9am-10pm. What a long day. However, I managed to clerk in several patients and I was definitely learning. Also in the middle of the week I got to do baby checks. This is where the doctor would check over a newborn baby making sure he/she is healthy and ready to go home. Some of the babies were so cute; however, after all the baby checks, I feared crying babies. Every time I hear a baby cry, I flinch a bit. Also the funny bit is that almost every baby we checked, the baby decided to leave a present for us in his/her nappy. Lovely. Guess that's what you get in paediatrics. Cute babies and stinky diapers.
Paediatrics is definitely interesting, but the lack of patients in our hospital is really taking a toll on me as I do find myself standing around doing nothing. I also find myself getting bored quite often. Unfortunately there isn't much to talk about for this week. It has been overall quite dull. Not a lot of banter either on the ward. Guess not every placement will be fun. Hopefully next up will pick up. I mean at least I'm starting to get to know the doctors quite well and they are very welcoming. 6 more weeks. Yay....
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Monday, October 31, 2011
Final Placement of the Year!
So today was Day 1 of my final placement of 2011. I'm only on this placement for 3 weeks so yay, but that also means...EXAMS are coming up. Been revising for the last 2 weeks and it's bringing good ol' memories of how much I hate revising. It's tedious, tiring, and stressful. Oh and I have to juggle it with placements as well. Luckily I've been placed in a fairly slack placement (Endocrinology) so hopefully I won't have to be too committed.
Met my consultant today and I always believe in first impressions. If you want to impress:
Saw quite a lot of patients - all seemed pretty ill. I also noticed a trend that most of the patients are quite confused. We had one patient who told us that her husband had passed away 30 minutes earlier, and seemed quite depressed. However, when asked what date it is she thought it was the 10th of October, 2009! She didn't know where she was either and didn't know what our consultant was (expected answer = doctor, she had no clue!). She is a new patient and the consultant wasn't sure whether the news of her husband's passing was whether she was confused or it really did happen. At this point my partner and I left the patient and stepped to one side as our consultant talked to a nurse about the patient's story. Unfortunately it was quite noisy and we couldn't hear what the nurse had told our consultant. I guess it is now just a mystery to us. Anyways our ward round lasted 2.5 hours (which isn't too bad as I've been on 4 hour ward rounds). At the end we were told that today was our consultant's last day and another consultant will be taking over for the month. But because our consultant isn't actually leaving the hospital he now has more time to teach so he offered to teach us this week on anything we would like. It was great news as endocrinology is quite complex and it would be great revision for exams. However, that also means I will have to go in tomorrow morning to meet the new consultant as he will be the one to sign us off for the placement. I wasn't planning to go in so I could stay home to revise - guess that won't be happening. Who knows, this consultant might be really nice and good at teaching, so I guess there is something to look forward to! Cross my fingers that this new consultant won't be stern/serious/intimidating. Some of the doctors on the ward knows of this consultant and they say he is quite nice. Hopefully they were being honest. Bring on tomorrow!
Met my consultant today and I always believe in first impressions. If you want to impress:
- Dress well
- Show up early
- Be keen
- Read up on the specialty
Saw quite a lot of patients - all seemed pretty ill. I also noticed a trend that most of the patients are quite confused. We had one patient who told us that her husband had passed away 30 minutes earlier, and seemed quite depressed. However, when asked what date it is she thought it was the 10th of October, 2009! She didn't know where she was either and didn't know what our consultant was (expected answer = doctor, she had no clue!). She is a new patient and the consultant wasn't sure whether the news of her husband's passing was whether she was confused or it really did happen. At this point my partner and I left the patient and stepped to one side as our consultant talked to a nurse about the patient's story. Unfortunately it was quite noisy and we couldn't hear what the nurse had told our consultant. I guess it is now just a mystery to us. Anyways our ward round lasted 2.5 hours (which isn't too bad as I've been on 4 hour ward rounds). At the end we were told that today was our consultant's last day and another consultant will be taking over for the month. But because our consultant isn't actually leaving the hospital he now has more time to teach so he offered to teach us this week on anything we would like. It was great news as endocrinology is quite complex and it would be great revision for exams. However, that also means I will have to go in tomorrow morning to meet the new consultant as he will be the one to sign us off for the placement. I wasn't planning to go in so I could stay home to revise - guess that won't be happening. Who knows, this consultant might be really nice and good at teaching, so I guess there is something to look forward to! Cross my fingers that this new consultant won't be stern/serious/intimidating. Some of the doctors on the ward knows of this consultant and they say he is quite nice. Hopefully they were being honest. Bring on tomorrow!
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Wednesday, September 7, 2011
Reality.
So I've been back for just over a week now and have started lectures. These lectures have literally made me question why I am studying Medicine. It has been a horrible week. 9am - 5pm lectures. I can fly back to Canada in that time period! I do not know what is going on with my medical school...but 9-5 lectures do not work. No one can concentrate for that long. I really have to admit it was tough. Not only was it tough, but I was dealing with jet lag so my days felt like weeks. I actually thought time had stopped as my days were going by so slowly.
All these lectures actually made me lose focus of my ultimate goal: to be a doctor. I was struggling to find my footing and was not motivated at all. I mean I have definitely found my footing again after having a good rest during the weekend. Yesterday I had Diabetes Teaching which was more interactive and practical. Definitely lifted my spirits and gave me a bit of motivation. I'm sure once placements come around again I will be inspired and motivated again.
After talking to a few good friends, I feel a bit better. One of my friends pointed out that I never give up in anything I do and giving up Medicine is not an option. And you know what, she is right. I never give up and I am not prepared to give up now. I'm halfway through my degree and it can only get better. Just need to put my head down and power through these lectures and assignments. I had a passion for medicine and when I really think about it - I still have a passion for it. There were some sparkles of hope today during our practical session and tomorrow I will be seeing diabetic patients. I am actually excited so I know my passion for medicine is still with me. Just need to get through 3 more days of lectures and I'll be back on the wards. I will be examined on my clinical skills soon so I'll be able to do some clinical skills on the wards. I just need to be patient and keep going.
You know while writing this post, it made me think. This is what medicine is about. Fighting adversity. Overcoming challenges. Pick yourself up and keep moving. On the wards - you will face challenges. You will have to make difficult decisions. There will always be ups and downs throughout your career and you have to learn how to deal with them. These days have been long and will only get longer when I become a doctor. Time to get used to it. This is reality.
All these lectures actually made me lose focus of my ultimate goal: to be a doctor. I was struggling to find my footing and was not motivated at all. I mean I have definitely found my footing again after having a good rest during the weekend. Yesterday I had Diabetes Teaching which was more interactive and practical. Definitely lifted my spirits and gave me a bit of motivation. I'm sure once placements come around again I will be inspired and motivated again.
After talking to a few good friends, I feel a bit better. One of my friends pointed out that I never give up in anything I do and giving up Medicine is not an option. And you know what, she is right. I never give up and I am not prepared to give up now. I'm halfway through my degree and it can only get better. Just need to put my head down and power through these lectures and assignments. I had a passion for medicine and when I really think about it - I still have a passion for it. There were some sparkles of hope today during our practical session and tomorrow I will be seeing diabetic patients. I am actually excited so I know my passion for medicine is still with me. Just need to get through 3 more days of lectures and I'll be back on the wards. I will be examined on my clinical skills soon so I'll be able to do some clinical skills on the wards. I just need to be patient and keep going.
You know while writing this post, it made me think. This is what medicine is about. Fighting adversity. Overcoming challenges. Pick yourself up and keep moving. On the wards - you will face challenges. You will have to make difficult decisions. There will always be ups and downs throughout your career and you have to learn how to deal with them. These days have been long and will only get longer when I become a doctor. Time to get used to it. This is reality.
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Sunday, October 4, 2009
FRESHERS WEEK - SEPT 22, 2009
Today I gotta sleep in which was nice as I didn't have anything to do until 1:00pm. The schedule was:
1:00 pm - Collect Welcome Packs
2:00-4:30pm - Welcome Talks from School of Medicine
Anyways I decided to take my sweet time to go get my welcome pack as I totally thought I was done with lining up. To my surprise when I got to the Medical School, the line up was all the way OUT of the school and along the street! I thought to myself: "You can't be serious...". I was pretty annoyed as that meant more waiting/more standing around doing NOTHING. I decided to say "Hi" to the people around me and started having a few conversations. It was nice to talk to someone as it made the time pass by faster. Finally got my welcome pack and went into the lecture theater. Had to prepare myself for a long haul as it 2.5 hours of lectures. It actually went by pretty fast as it was just a bunch of introductions. It was neat meeting the rest of the medical department. There wasn't anything special at these lecturers so I will keep you guys away from boring details. After the lectures I decided to start on the right foot and head to the library to work on my assignment (details of it below).
I forgot to mention something cool that we did yesterday. At the medical lecture we also jumped right into a case study about a woman who returned from Mexico City and was ill. We got a list of symptoms and we got to ask the patient some additional questions. We were supposed to answer a few questions by Friday which were:
1) What is your diagnosis?
2) What are your differential diagnosis?
3) What treatment will you give?
4) What other actions would you take?
5) Why do you think you are right?
So I did a bit of research today and found my answers and took down some notes. It really wasn't hard at all as it is pretty obvious. But wow what a way to start med school. Just dumping us into a case study. I can see that it will be an interesting/fun/exciting/stressful year.
Just a quick tip: Do your assignment the day or the day after it is assigned! If you let it drag you will eventually forget about it and you will be rushing last minute to finish it off. Plus if you get it down early you don't have to think about it at all and you can go off and party as much as you want! Makes sense right? Too bad it is easier to say than to do. Hmph.
1:00 pm - Collect Welcome Packs
2:00-4:30pm - Welcome Talks from School of Medicine
Anyways I decided to take my sweet time to go get my welcome pack as I totally thought I was done with lining up. To my surprise when I got to the Medical School, the line up was all the way OUT of the school and along the street! I thought to myself: "You can't be serious...". I was pretty annoyed as that meant more waiting/more standing around doing NOTHING. I decided to say "Hi" to the people around me and started having a few conversations. It was nice to talk to someone as it made the time pass by faster. Finally got my welcome pack and went into the lecture theater. Had to prepare myself for a long haul as it 2.5 hours of lectures. It actually went by pretty fast as it was just a bunch of introductions. It was neat meeting the rest of the medical department. There wasn't anything special at these lecturers so I will keep you guys away from boring details. After the lectures I decided to start on the right foot and head to the library to work on my assignment (details of it below).
I forgot to mention something cool that we did yesterday. At the medical lecture we also jumped right into a case study about a woman who returned from Mexico City and was ill. We got a list of symptoms and we got to ask the patient some additional questions. We were supposed to answer a few questions by Friday which were:
1) What is your diagnosis?
2) What are your differential diagnosis?
3) What treatment will you give?
4) What other actions would you take?
5) Why do you think you are right?
So I did a bit of research today and found my answers and took down some notes. It really wasn't hard at all as it is pretty obvious. But wow what a way to start med school. Just dumping us into a case study. I can see that it will be an interesting/fun/exciting/stressful year.
Just a quick tip: Do your assignment the day or the day after it is assigned! If you let it drag you will eventually forget about it and you will be rushing last minute to finish it off. Plus if you get it down early you don't have to think about it at all and you can go off and party as much as you want! Makes sense right? Too bad it is easier to say than to do. Hmph.
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